Friday, December 24, 2010
Christmas tidings
First..I want to apologise to my readers for ditching my blog..My exams really caught up with me...And how the time flies!! It's Christmas!! I love it! I simply LOOOVVVVEEE Christmas!! And right now I'm listening to 'White Christmas' by Taylor Swift.MY...That song is sooo wonderful..really gets you into the Christmassy mood! And the weather too co-operating this time..Its feels really wonderful..this rarely happens in Mumbai you know...I FEEL GREAT..The Christmas tree's all decked up,the home's been decorated ,cakes being baked,goodies and gifts being bought,people are visiting and everyone's gettin ready to attend the midnight mass...not to forget the crib with li'l baby Jesus...just want to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas! Hav fun..Love you all..muah!
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Some joie de vivre please......
I loved the trailer of Rapunzel,the movie..! It's sooo lovely!! Wish I could watch it soon..But damn these exams:(..I get no time for movies..Haven't watched Harry Potter 7 and Eclipse even yet!! Really pisses me off!! And it's been ages since I've read a good book!! Man..! HOw crappy! I read over 10 books in a week when I was at school..and now not even one in six months! And I'm longing..actually dying to be out with my girl pals...haven't done that in months too!...Craapy crap! I just realised how obnoxiously boring my life has been the last few years!! But I'm going to do something about turning my life the other way round!That's for sure....As for now..I'm spending a lot of time with my family..that's good thing..yes..I really enjoy it! ESPECIALLY BEING WITH MY MUM AND BRO...I LOVE IT! But I'm going to spend some quality time with my friends too..I deserve it..I need a break..really!wanna go soak up some sun,fun and life:)
Monday, December 6, 2010
My Mother and everything in between
We share a love-hate relationship.I know this is very cliched and that its the same everywhere.But that's how it is! I can't really help it...Now how about an even more cliched statement?? Our relationship is special...hahaha..now you kinda get the gist ,dont you? Yes,it IS about my mother that I'm talkin here...
My mother,like all mothers,or atleast like most of the kind around the world considers her vocation as the most important,sacred and God-Given.And I agree. It is ,afterall a 24x7,365 days a year full time job.You have to be efficient,alert and multitask every minute that you are doing it. You get no breaks,no casual leaves and no credits.And you don't even get paid for it! Sadly,people underestimate the pressures and trials faced while on the run being a mummy.
The other day,I was working on the computer and my mother stepped out of the laundry room carrying a heavy load of freshly laundered clothes...It was almost after three in the afternoon and she hadn't even lunched.Yet,her face showed no signs of tiredness,fatigue or hunger.She was as cheerful as ever and went about her work with her usual happy smile. It left me amazed! Here I was,already halfway through feeling hungry just an hour after I'd had my lunch and my mum hadn't eaten anything since breakfast! I suddently felt something strange happening inside me and heard myself say 'Mum,you are my inspiration.'! I could hardly believe what I was saying....I mean I'm always grateful for all the wonderful things she does for me each day but I'm not very vocal about it...Now when I think back,I realise that I had only shared with her what I'd truly felt in my heart at that given point of time..My mum's reaction was even more surprising. Her face suddenly got brighter and she grinned as though she had just won 'The world's Best Mum' award! She looked absolutely delighted at those words of mine! I guess she was amazed at being appreciated for the things she did routinely.
I too felt great after seeing my mum so happy.Just those few words could have such effect,I'd never imagined! Sure,we have our share of fights and disagreements. We don't agree on a whole lotta issues sometimes.But behind all of them I see her fears she harbours for her daughter.I see the love,sometimes disguised in groundings and yellings! But that does not mean she's always in a grumpy mood.She can be an absolute delight too! I love her little jokes about my clumsy behaviour.I love the the sound of her laugh.I love the smell of her...so familiar and assuring,I love it when she pretends to be angry and then suddenly breaks into giggles.I love it when she hugs me tightly.I love the aroma of her cooking.I love it when she kisses me goodnight(I'm twenty one and she still does it for me).I love it when she comfort-pats me when I'm low,I love it when she lovingly hand-combs my hair...the list is endless!!
My mother has been instrumental in nurturing every aspect of my being.My mother has such a profound effect on my personality that my friend's often remark that I'm just like her in a lotta ways(but I just can't see how)! Whatever!! I'm just too grateful to her for everything.She is my rock! My friend! My faithful companion with limitless and unconditional love! I thank GOD for her.I just can't imagine my life without her soothing and comforting presence! Thank you Mum....
I love you.
My mother,like all mothers,or atleast like most of the kind around the world considers her vocation as the most important,sacred and God-Given.And I agree. It is ,afterall a 24x7,365 days a year full time job.You have to be efficient,alert and multitask every minute that you are doing it. You get no breaks,no casual leaves and no credits.And you don't even get paid for it! Sadly,people underestimate the pressures and trials faced while on the run being a mummy.
The other day,I was working on the computer and my mother stepped out of the laundry room carrying a heavy load of freshly laundered clothes...It was almost after three in the afternoon and she hadn't even lunched.Yet,her face showed no signs of tiredness,fatigue or hunger.She was as cheerful as ever and went about her work with her usual happy smile. It left me amazed! Here I was,already halfway through feeling hungry just an hour after I'd had my lunch and my mum hadn't eaten anything since breakfast! I suddently felt something strange happening inside me and heard myself say 'Mum,you are my inspiration.'! I could hardly believe what I was saying....I mean I'm always grateful for all the wonderful things she does for me each day but I'm not very vocal about it...Now when I think back,I realise that I had only shared with her what I'd truly felt in my heart at that given point of time..My mum's reaction was even more surprising. Her face suddenly got brighter and she grinned as though she had just won 'The world's Best Mum' award! She looked absolutely delighted at those words of mine! I guess she was amazed at being appreciated for the things she did routinely.
I too felt great after seeing my mum so happy.Just those few words could have such effect,I'd never imagined! Sure,we have our share of fights and disagreements. We don't agree on a whole lotta issues sometimes.But behind all of them I see her fears she harbours for her daughter.I see the love,sometimes disguised in groundings and yellings! But that does not mean she's always in a grumpy mood.She can be an absolute delight too! I love her little jokes about my clumsy behaviour.I love the the sound of her laugh.I love the smell of her...so familiar and assuring,I love it when she pretends to be angry and then suddenly breaks into giggles.I love it when she hugs me tightly.I love the aroma of her cooking.I love it when she kisses me goodnight(I'm twenty one and she still does it for me).I love it when she comfort-pats me when I'm low,I love it when she lovingly hand-combs my hair...the list is endless!!
My mother has been instrumental in nurturing every aspect of my being.My mother has such a profound effect on my personality that my friend's often remark that I'm just like her in a lotta ways(but I just can't see how)! Whatever!! I'm just too grateful to her for everything.She is my rock! My friend! My faithful companion with limitless and unconditional love! I thank GOD for her.I just can't imagine my life without her soothing and comforting presence! Thank you Mum....
I love you.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
The Gift of a Friend
This is going to be just my second post here..and I really can't imagine what to write :(
So lets see together what this is going to turn out to be..my earnest apologies readers,I'm sure you wouldn't have quite come across someone who has already started writing and doesn't really know what she wants to write..I know..Thats A laugh!! But hey,these are random musings as the name of my blog suggests,so I'm free to write whatever I feel like,don't you think? And let me render an apology to all who read this for imposing a No-topic post on you...
When I was younger(not that I've grown too old now,I'm only twenty-one),like when I was at school, at twelve years of age,something really wonderful happened.I wasn't really expecting it at all.In fact though I saw many of my classmates indulge in the pure pleasure of it,I never really thought I'd be blessed with the marvellous experience of it..and not certainly that it would last a lifetime.But now,I'm positive that it's going to go on till my last breath..And now I suddenly realise that I haven't told u what I'm trying to explain here. No wonder you think this is not going anywhere..hehehe..I'm talking about that one relation in the world without which you can never experience the joy of sharing.It's the God graced relation of Friendship. It's perhaps the most beautiful of all relationships,the depth of which cannot be explained or measured. Sure,your family is important,and I myself can't imagine my life without my family,I'd be absolutely lost without my mum,dad and my li'l brother.I can't imagine existing without my aunts .uncles,my lovely cousins and my other extended family.But the beauty of Friendship is that you can choose your friends.You can never choose your family members,but you can choose your friends and that's why friends are the family you choose.
So when I met my to be best friend ,Veena Marathe,at that young age,it was just with childish innocence that we clicked.But as time passed I began to realise that this was intended to grow further.We didn't really make an effort to gel but the fact was that we got along like a house on fire. I began to cherish the every second that I spent with her! I found myself looking forward to getting to school every morning. this really left my mother amused coz I could'nt quite hide my excitement every morning.I'd even brush and shower feverishly so that I could just walk out of the house soon!!
Our relation grew so much that we would spend hours on the phone everyday! Weekends were the worst because we didn't get to meet! We stay pretty far..so we could'nt meet whenever we wanted to. Needless to say, we share a whole lotta common interests so it was just lovely to be together! We never got bored..both of us love books so we would spend hours dicussing every aspect of a particular book we had just read.Actually,we owe a lot to Harry Potter ! It was he who nurtured our friendship in the truest sense! We idolise JK Rowling,the author of the series! As time went on,we graduated and went on to attend university college.We chose different professions but that just made our resolve to maintain our friendship stronger.For me,it was because I knew that letting it pass would be the worst mistake of my life,coz I know I'm never going to find someone like her.She's too good..She knows me so well and I really can't imagine my life without having her to share it with.. I just have to think of her everytime I'm low and I instantly cheer up! It's like some kinda drug!
I really believe that its Providence who has gifted me this friendship..I'm so grateful to Him for Vee..And I absolutely love her..I just wanna thank her for all the beautiful moments she has given me...And I believe that I'm one of the lucky ones to have found true friendship.
cheers to Friendship!!
So lets see together what this is going to turn out to be..my earnest apologies readers,I'm sure you wouldn't have quite come across someone who has already started writing and doesn't really know what she wants to write..I know..Thats A laugh!! But hey,these are random musings as the name of my blog suggests,so I'm free to write whatever I feel like,don't you think? And let me render an apology to all who read this for imposing a No-topic post on you...
When I was younger(not that I've grown too old now,I'm only twenty-one),like when I was at school, at twelve years of age,something really wonderful happened.I wasn't really expecting it at all.In fact though I saw many of my classmates indulge in the pure pleasure of it,I never really thought I'd be blessed with the marvellous experience of it..and not certainly that it would last a lifetime.But now,I'm positive that it's going to go on till my last breath..And now I suddenly realise that I haven't told u what I'm trying to explain here. No wonder you think this is not going anywhere..hehehe..I'm talking about that one relation in the world without which you can never experience the joy of sharing.It's the God graced relation of Friendship. It's perhaps the most beautiful of all relationships,the depth of which cannot be explained or measured. Sure,your family is important,and I myself can't imagine my life without my family,I'd be absolutely lost without my mum,dad and my li'l brother.I can't imagine existing without my aunts .uncles,my lovely cousins and my other extended family.But the beauty of Friendship is that you can choose your friends.You can never choose your family members,but you can choose your friends and that's why friends are the family you choose.
So when I met my to be best friend ,Veena Marathe,at that young age,it was just with childish innocence that we clicked.But as time passed I began to realise that this was intended to grow further.We didn't really make an effort to gel but the fact was that we got along like a house on fire. I began to cherish the every second that I spent with her! I found myself looking forward to getting to school every morning. this really left my mother amused coz I could'nt quite hide my excitement every morning.I'd even brush and shower feverishly so that I could just walk out of the house soon!!
Our relation grew so much that we would spend hours on the phone everyday! Weekends were the worst because we didn't get to meet! We stay pretty far..so we could'nt meet whenever we wanted to. Needless to say, we share a whole lotta common interests so it was just lovely to be together! We never got bored..both of us love books so we would spend hours dicussing every aspect of a particular book we had just read.Actually,we owe a lot to Harry Potter ! It was he who nurtured our friendship in the truest sense! We idolise JK Rowling,the author of the series! As time went on,we graduated and went on to attend university college.We chose different professions but that just made our resolve to maintain our friendship stronger.For me,it was because I knew that letting it pass would be the worst mistake of my life,coz I know I'm never going to find someone like her.She's too good..She knows me so well and I really can't imagine my life without having her to share it with.. I just have to think of her everytime I'm low and I instantly cheer up! It's like some kinda drug!
I really believe that its Providence who has gifted me this friendship..I'm so grateful to Him for Vee..And I absolutely love her..I just wanna thank her for all the beautiful moments she has given me...And I believe that I'm one of the lucky ones to have found true friendship.
cheers to Friendship!!
Saturday, December 4, 2010
LoNE mUSIngs:random thoughts of my cluttered mind.: The actual purpose.
LoNE mUSIngs:random thoughts of my cluttered mind.: The actual purpose.: " Hey everyone..I've just created my blog now...and wondering where to start..so do forgive me if I write crap...My intention in creati..."
The actual purpose.
Hey everyone..I've just created my blog now...and wondering where to start..so do forgive me if I write crap...My intention in creating my own blog is mainly to express my views on anything and everything that happens around me or simply to get myself heard without any extra helpings from people who think know me absolutely well..
It's my dream to turn to some serious writing and make a career out of it even though I'm studing to be a n engineer...and so I thought blogging can lend my dream atleast some sort of wing (atleast I'm hoping it will). I'm very passionate about writing and I realised this in school when our English teacher would suddenly announce to the class that we would be writing essays that particular period...and everyone would whisper disheartenedly...while my reaction would just be the opposite! I'd quite readily take out my class notebook and start writing as soon as the teacher would announce the topics! And HOW i enjoyed it! I didn't really stop to think what I was going to write..I merely wrote whatever I felt...It just came from the core of my heart.My essays were always the longest ones and after I'd finish I'd read and re-read it till I was completely satisfied ,and then I'd look very pleased with my self..
As I grew,I realised the power of the written word..and then,I also took a keen interest inreading...I ABSOLUTELY LOVED books..all kinds! Then suddenly..I knew what I'd be happy doing all my life..and this is just the first step towards realising my dream. I sincerely hope that you'll support me in my endeavour.
It's my dream to turn to some serious writing and make a career out of it even though I'm studing to be a n engineer...and so I thought blogging can lend my dream atleast some sort of wing (atleast I'm hoping it will). I'm very passionate about writing and I realised this in school when our English teacher would suddenly announce to the class that we would be writing essays that particular period...and everyone would whisper disheartenedly...while my reaction would just be the opposite! I'd quite readily take out my class notebook and start writing as soon as the teacher would announce the topics! And HOW i enjoyed it! I didn't really stop to think what I was going to write..I merely wrote whatever I felt...It just came from the core of my heart.My essays were always the longest ones and after I'd finish I'd read and re-read it till I was completely satisfied ,and then I'd look very pleased with my self..
As I grew,I realised the power of the written word..and then,I also took a keen interest inreading...I ABSOLUTELY LOVED books..all kinds! Then suddenly..I knew what I'd be happy doing all my life..and this is just the first step towards realising my dream. I sincerely hope that you'll support me in my endeavour.
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